A reflection on Mary in the garden on Easter morning.
There they lie - Our dreams in shreds, battered, scattered, heart-shattered - All the things we thought that mattered have slipped in the stripped form, hand-clawed, thorn-pierced, blood-matted form nailed to a cross.
It's not just a man who's died, but our hopes, lives, yearnings, mission, heart-pourings of a vision that might have been. "Dream dreams," they sneered in snide scorning as they hammered home the last three taunts of a devil's smile. They might as well have slammed them into my heart.
We've been the extra mile and back again and nowhere left to start.
Is the morning too still to hear a word twice whispered? Is there dawning possible from hearts all bitter-twisted?
Who dares disturb my grief or bring a word?
But there it is again. No raised voice this, nor distant, but quiet, insistent, slowly stripping dawn's resistance to the joy it brings. I try to mourn: "Tell me where they've laid him!" Warm eyes have none of it. No graven gaze engulfs my face, but love - reborn, restored, regiven from a riven heart that took the path of love. Faith flickers, full-fanned bursts out aflame - And Man!
Suddenly the enormity of it all strikes you .........
That death was just a birth the world will not contain. |
© John McNeil 1998
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